Here are some of my poems. I started writing when I was 15, and I have more than 40 poems already. I love some of them and some of them I keep just for the sake of not throwing them away.

Freedom in the Darkness

Dim the lights
I'm not a creature of brightness
Save the cheerful hopes for other people's lives.
Give me my freedom
Let me roam in the streets in the twilight
I cut the strings by my own free will in an attempt to fly.
No one loves me
But I am never lonely
In the darkness reality never counts.
My honesty never counts...
My devotion never counts...
The only real things are uncertainty,passion,chance,feelings...
But never words and love.

Nightmare vision

I saw the blood-red sunset with all of its surreal beauty
And although I was awestruck it left a sense of impending doom
I felt the touch of storm-tormented leaves upon my skin
And the wind blew away the jet-black roses in my hair.

The all-consuming wave of the angry restless sea
Washed me away like I was a gentle feather, a grain of sand,
The grief and terror in my heart dragged me to the bottom like a stone,
The soft bottom parted to let me in.

I felt my skin freeze taking a bluish tone, I shuddered like a leaf,
I saw faces screaming and things clinging to me, with hopeless terror
I wondered if I was still alive, then I broke free and ran,
Leaving all the deafening noise behind, my heart pounding louder than the screams.

I saw a black desert under a sun that would never warm,
Where every single thing, even hope, could freeze to death, the dismal silence,
The calmness in the air disturbed me more than the noise; I fell to the ground and wept...
When I woke up I was in my familiar shore, and I was glad that I was safe from life.

Anticipation

The light that shines with all its might
I haven't seen it for so long
The hope that leaves me every night
Like dying notes of a sad song.

There's light that shines somewhere so far
That its bright rays cannot touch me
It's too elusive, like a star
A nameless thing that I still seek.

The restless heart that's held in thrall
Is chasing something it can't find
Waiting, but not hoping at all
For a miracle of some kind.

Thoughts in Red

Cover your thoughts in deepest red
Bury your world in the sunsets from all the corners of the world
So you can see, feel, touch the moving air,
So you can rise over the ignorance of them all.

Let all the sickening colors fade away
Washed away by the brightest burning red of the dying sun
Shut out all the noise that people make
Fill your world with the immortal music, ocean-sung.

Bury your sacred memories deep inside
So no o ne stumbles upon them in a hurry
Even your red-colored world is not so safe
Let them be your last resort, your safest haven.